So this past week I had an assignment for Literature to write a poem... I started it last Friday, but over the weekend, I was thinking about the topic I had chosen to write on, and really did not like it. It was really lame. So... I was praying about what I should write on, and God gave me the idea to write about just going through the motions of being a Christian.
Here's the poem:
The Motions
by
Anthony A. DiMaria
I wake up every morning, get out of bed,
Pick up my Bible, to see what the Lord has said.
For a while I’m interested, but as the days wear on,
It becomes just another thing on my check list.
It is like school to me now, I just do it to be done with it.
I am not focused on learning from it. I would rather
Be playing games or watching movies.
But then, in some event, the Lord shows me
That I am not honoring Him.
I am just going through the motions.
I say that I love Him, yet I put so many things first.
I say He is my number one priority, yet I would spend
Hours watching movies, and only fifteen minutes
In His word, learning from Him.
When I read my Bible, I’m thinking more about
How I can impress my friends with a new item
That has just come out, instead of focusing
And meditating on what I read.
I write about meaningless things that happen in my life
But I never write about what I have been reading in His word.
I put on a show at church so all my friends there
Will think I am a great follower of God, but at
Home I say and do things that God hates.
The Lord has revealed to me that I need to
Repent and be restored. I need to stop going
Through the Motions.
I used to wonder why the Lord wasn’t revealing
Anything to me, but I now know, that I was
Shutting Him off and not letting Him teach me
From His word. Now that I am not just going through
The motions, I feel like a new being. I feel free,
As if a huge burden has now been lifted off of me.
I now know what it feels like to truly follow God;
To truly honor Him... to truly put Him as my number one.
To truly be one of His children... It’s like a light has gone
On in me, I see things from a different view.
Now that I am not just going through the motions.
Let me know what you think!
In Christ,
-anth-